Sunday, January 24, 2010

Thoughts For The New Year by Radhanath Swami

By Radhanath Swami

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A Talk by Radhanath Swami
January 2, 2010 Bhaktivedanta Manor England

When we asked His Holiness Giriraj Swami what tonight’s topic would be, he said, “I will lead kirtana and see what emerges from my heart.” I will try to speak a few words on some of the primary themes of His Holiness Giriraj Maharaja’s beautiful dissertation.

Maharaja was stressing how much suffering comes to us in this world when we individually and collectively forget the purpose of life. Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura would often say, and Srila Prabhupada would often quote him, that the only real problem in this world is a lack of Krsna consciousness. It is actually very simple. Krsna consciousness is so simple, yet we take these simple things for granted because we’ve heard them for so many years, and we look for more complicated ideas to satisfy our minds. Mostly we become distracted and complicated-minded by the complications of material nature. Krsna consciousness means to understand, “I am not this body; I am an eternal soul. Na jayate mriyate va kadacin. I am not subject to birth. I am not subject to death. I am the driver within this vehicle of a body and mind.”

And what is the nature of that atma, or soul? Mamaivamso jiva-loke jiva-bhutah sanatanah–we are part and parcel of Krsna, the Supreme Soul. And the nature of the Absolute Truth, Krsna, as the name Krsna denotes, is all-attractive, the supreme reservoir of all pleasure. And jivera ’svarupa’ haya-krsnera ‘nitya-dasa’–as parts of God, our nature is that we are the servants of God. And because God is the supreme reservoir of all pleasure, the all-beautiful, all-knowledgeable, all-merciful reservoir of all love, the greatest pleasure in life is simply to make that connection.

How to make that connection? It is very simple. As Giriraj Maharaja explained, just put Krsna, God, in the center. Many of you have heard the analogy given from Srimad-Bhagavatam that if you water the root of the tree, all the parts of the tree–the leaves, the flower, the twigs, and the bark–will all be nourished. If simply you understand this, you will be completely liberated from all sufferings and will experience the highest ecstasies of divine love. That’s really all it takes. Just understand that–not theoretically, but really. It is that simple.

Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu made it so simple, how to water the root of the tree. Just be conscious of Krsna–by purifying our heart through chanting the holy names and always being in the mood of a servant. In other words, by giving up our selfishness. It’s that easy. If that’s all you know and you actually understand it, you will attain the ultimate culmination of all philosophies, all religions, and all the scriptures in all the worlds.

Kapiladeva describes the Vedic literatures, which comprise thousands of volumes. Just one volume alone, Mahabharata, is a hundred thousand verses. And there are so many Vedic literatures. And not only Vedic literatures. He is talking about all the spiritual and religious literatures throughout the world. They are all meant to bring us to this very simple conclusion: to never forget Krsna and always remember Krsna in that spirit of a humble servant, keeping Krsna in the center. We hear it, we speak it, but how much do we really make it the priority of our life? All the problems of our society, the spiritual society in which we live, and all the difficulties of the society of the world are due to our missing this point. As Maharaja said, our tendency is to put ourselves in the center. And as soon as we become selfish, we are subjected to the endless complications of material existence. And how to deal with that? The complications are endless.

Sri Prahlada Maharaja, a five-year-old child, spoke eloquent philosophy, but he was a simple boy who had simple conclusions. He looked around at the whole world, and he looked at his father, Hiranyakasipu, who was a really complicated person [laughter]. His father was a brahmana and the son of a rsi, and yet he was really confused. Prahlada said that when we lose reference to the focus of the goal of life, then every time we try to solve a problem, our solution becomes a bigger problem than the original problem. And isn’t that what is happening in the world? We want more convenience, so we create technology, but we forget the basic premise, and when technology is developed on the basis of selfishness and greed, whether individual or collective, it is going to create bigger problems than the original problem.

And then we have religion. Religion is also supposed to solve problems. But when we interpret our religion in a selfish way, when we interpret it such that “I am in the center,” or “We are in the center,” instead of being compassionate beings, we become egoistic, and then the religion becomes a bigger problem than we had without the religion–or whatever the solution: science or technology or philosophy.

We were recently discussing philosophy, how so many of the most profoundly brilliant philosophers, toward the end of their lives, went mad. They became either suicidal or really, really crazy, because they were trying with their minds to understand what is beyond the mind. Ordinary, selfish, materialistic people just try to gratify their desire for prestige or gratify their senses, but philosophers try to make sense of it all. In the process, they see how futile the endeavor for material enjoyment is, how futile the endeavor for prestige and pride and acquirement of property is. They want something more. They want to make sense of it. But the nature of the world, Krsna says, is endlessly mutable, endlessly complicated, unless you come back to the very simple premises of why this world exists, who we are, and what we’re supposed to do. When we keep trying to solve problems on the basis of the intellect–they are so vast and our intellect is so tiny in comparison–we get short circuited. We become hopeless, because what we’re looking for is not a thing of the intellect.

The real problems of the world, and the solutions to the problems, are revealed by the grace of God to the simple heart. Caitanya Mahaprabhu stressed how we always have to be simple in heart. Even if we are profound philosophers, we have to be very simple in heart. What does it mean to be simple in heart? It means not to be complicated [laughter], because everything is so simple: “I am an eternal soul, I am part of Krsna, and I am supposed to love Krsna.” And this is the way to love Krsna: to chant and to serve. It is so easy.

Someone may say, “The gopis were not great philosophers.” But they were the ultimate greatest philosophers, because in their simplicity they realized the conclusion of all philosophy and they were happy.

So, as soon as we living entities, as Giriraj Maharaja was saying, become selfish, want to put ourselves in the center–want to get credit, want to be the proprietor, want to be the enjoyer, either mentally or physically-we cast ourselves into a vast ocean of complications. But if we get in the habit, as Maharaja said, of practicing what sadhana-bhakti really is, which is about putting into practice these simple basic principles–that our real enjoyment is in serving, not in acquiring, that our real enjoyment is in putting the pleasure of the Supreme Lord, Sri Krsna, in the center of our lives–then everything will become very simple. Every problem can be so effectively addressed if we just keep this siddhanta as our focus. Whether it is a relationship problem, an environmental problem, an economic problem, or a health problem or domestic problem or any other type of problem, when we try to resolve it on the basis of the mundane level of the problem, even if we find a solution, it will eventually exacerbate the problem.

There are so many problems of war in this world. As Prabhupada said, they made a League of Nations after World War One, and they made a United Nations after World War Two. But has there ever been a time without wars? Prabhupada said that the pinprick in the whole system is so simple: We are forgetting that Krsna is in the center.

And even among devotees, due to material nature, because we are living in material existence, there is the propensity to argue, to disagree, to fight, to form positions and defend our positions, to criticize, to find fault, to undermine people. This has been going on in every religion, including our own, throughout history as well as today. These problems arise and are perpetuated when there is selfishness. But if we can just maintain our focus on keeping Krsna at the center, this propensity will naturally diminish. And this is the way Prabhupada was. Everything he said, the way he dealt with every issue, came from being totally focused on the basic principles. If we water the root of the tree, all the parts of the tree will be satisfied. If we make Krsna happy, everything will be nice. Individually, when we try to make Krsna happy, in our own hearts we find something very deep, but to the degree we have our selfish egos, within our own minds there are so many complications and confusions, and it is exacerbated by things that happen outside of us.

Whatever the situation, we should think, “How can I best please Krsna? How can I best please guru? How can I best please the Vaisnavas? How can I best be a compassionate instrument for all living beings?” If that’s really our motivation and we keep that focus, then in our own personal lives big problems become insignificant.

And amongst each other, there are so many disagreements. But almost all disagreements arise because we are not focused on that central point. Krsna wants harmony among His devotees. Even if there are serious disagreements, they should all be harmonized. They should all create an increase of love and trust, and they will if we are focused on the simple basis. But that’s how maya traps us–the illusory energy takes our focus away from the siddhanta, the essence, the simplicity of the treasure we’ve been given, and gets us all caught up in our own passions and our own anxieties and frustrations and essentially our selfishness in all the differences we have with others. We become enemies. Have you ever met two devotees following Prabhupada who are enemies? How is that possible? It is actually not possible. If we are actually following Prabhupada, we won’t be enemies. We’ll be able to harmonize our differences on the basis of the ultimate good.

So harmonizing the temporary phenomena of this world, of what comes into our lives, with the higher principle of bhakti–watering the root of the tree–is the only solution. In this year of 2010 the world is really a mess. Economically it is a mess. There are wars and potential wars in so many places. There are persecutions and harassments and genocides. There are ecological disasters growing worse and worse. So many problems. We may boast, “Look at our progress. We have cured tuberculosis. We have cured smallpox.” That’s great, that’s wonderful, but practically one third of people are predicted to die of cancer. And what about depression and heart disease? You cure one disease, but another one causes just as much or more suffering and death. Unless we really focus on the center, we are not solving the problem of suffering. We are not solving the problem of finding real happiness.

Prabhupada, on behalf of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, envisioned our society to be a place of shelter from all this selfish egoism. Many people who have come to this path, especially in the Western world, had been frustrated with the superficialities and hypocrisies and all the fighting and judgmentalism in the way the conventional religions of their places were being practiced. It is not what the religions’ scriptures say but the way they are practiced. And then when people hear Prabhupada speak, it makes so much sense. It is so real. And people in the world today, as much as or more than at any other time in modern history, really need shelter. There are so many problems. And with all of these nuclear bombs–there are literally tens and thousands of nuclear bombs in storehouses–we are just one button away from mass destruction. People are pretty crazy, whatever nation they belong to. You get fearful when you board a plane. It is very difficult.

So, Prabhupada and our acaryas envisioned that our society would give shelter to people, but just because we are the Hare Krsna movement, we are not going to give shelter. We have to be Hare Krsna devotees to give shelter to people. And what does it mean to be a Hare Krsna devotee? It means to keep the total focus in our lives on the simple essence of watering the root of the tree. Not being selfish. Being compassionate.

I am very jealous of that lady bug that was on Giriraj Swami’s finger–or maybe she was crawling on his lotus feet and eating the dust. [laughter] He was glancing on that lady bug with such compassion, with such concern, with such love, and wanting to give it Krsna–how fortunate. That lady bug may be reborn as one of the children of the congregation of Bhaktivedanta Manor. [laughter] Such is the power of the prayer of a Vaisnava. So if we can just think about each other the way Giriraj Swami thought of that insect and just try to give each other Krsna, just try to share Krsna with each other, it is so beautiful. Why do we get caught up in all this stuff? We deal with the stuff, but we should always try to share Krsna with each other. If we never, never move an inch from that platform, we will become divinely empowered.

We are coming into this new decade, 2010. Let us try to re-habituate ourselves to have simple hearts and resolve the complications of the world with the simple solutions and never leave that. Caitanya Mahaprabhu’s first instruction to Sanatana Gosvami–out of volumes of instructions, the first was the seed that actually contained everything, and all the other hundreds of pages of instructions just explained this simple instruction–was jivera ’svarupa’ haya-krsnera ‘nitya-dasa,’ that every living being is the eternal servant of Krsna. Krsna is the enjoyer. Our enjoyment is in serving, in pleasing. Everything is there. And Mahaprabhu elaborated, gopi-bhartuh pada-kamalayor dasa-dasa-dasanudasah. What does it mean to be the servant of Krsna? It means to be the servant of the servant of the servant of the servant and feel oneself anu, very grateful. If you feel yourself qualified for something, you are not grateful. If you feel yourself unqualified, you are really grateful. So when you are humble you can be grateful, and when you become grateful you become full of greatness, because you become full of Krsna, who is great.

It is so simple. And this was Giriraj Maharaja’s explanation of how we should remain in this simple, humble frame of mind of just being a servant and chanting the holy names: Hare Krsna, Hare Krsna, Krsna Krsna, Hare Hare/ Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare.

Thank you very much.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

The Nectar Chronicles: Part 13

Inspired by the "Nectar of Devotion" lecture series given by His Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada from October 20-November 13, 1972 at the Radha-Damodara Temple in Vrndavana, India

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11-4-72

The daze and haze of our material existence lend itself quite nicely to the existential disconnection that hovers at the edges of our lives and duties. When we dig deep, and for most, this digging deep is a "luxury" not easily chosen, we find a well of distress, miscommunication, and misunderstanding at the core of our existence.

No wonder everything gets bigger, brighter, flashier, and louder. Better to keep those voices in our heads from barking too loud.

There are plenty of "prescription remedies" to give us a mere semblance of relief from material distress, but if we have come into the association of the devotees, and we begin to practice devotional service, we can begin to understand it's a reality that bears no inebriation or illusion. In fact, it actually does what it advertises.

As a matter of fact, it's the real escape for all of us who have had the grace and the fortune to realize that running away from the material world is not a sign of laziness or indolence, but of enlightenment.

It's not that devotees don't work hard. Right? Devotees work very hard. I don't have to tell you that. Our own lives and the history of our society, from Prabhupada on down, are glittered with the pastimes and experiences of those who pushed well beyond their own limits and boundaries, like a Trane solo in his final years, into something more transcendent.

So we aren't lazy, and the trick to avoid this laziness is to take our vocation, take our effort, and fully link it up to the will of the Lord. This includes maybe even our temper, as Prabhupada of course relates our famous example of Hanuman burning down Lanks for the favor of Lord Rama.

So, it is our physical and mental effort, this dovetailing and engagement, which helps us to find relief from material distress, or relief from the ultimate existential angst, which is the scourge of contemporary philosophical and practical outlook.

This dovetailing cannot be left up to the whimsical dictates of our own mind alone, rotted out and molded up by the mundane conditioning of our lifetimes of wanderings. We must be guided by guru, sadhu and sastra. Prabhupada concurs:

"So by any action, if it is dovetailed for the satisfaction of Krsna, that is devotional service, and one can attract Krsna, attention of Krsna. Attention of Krsna can be attracted by pure devotional service, without any personal motive. If it is... And that motive, that order, is received through the disciplic succession of the spiritual master, how Krsna will be pleased. In the present condition, we do not know how Krsna will be pleased, but we know from the sastras... We can know also from the direction of the spiritual master how Krsna will be pleased. Yasya prasadad bhagavat-prasadah **. So Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura says you have to follow the direction of the spiritual master. He's guiding as a leader. And if he's pleased, that means Krsna is pleased. Yasya prasadad bhagavat-prasadah **"

Then we will understand how to please Krsna, which is the secret of life, and we will be able to approach our lives and duties with less and less tinges of our own personal, selfish motives, which block the flow of Krsna's love in our being like a hearty beaver-built dam.

It is this flood of His love which overwhelms all of our negative propensities, and even overwhelms all the unknowing sinful reactions we take on just being in this material world.

It's not just the negative. Even the unknowing material piety we may commit isn't held against us if we are committing to the life of a bhakta. Prabhupada relates:

"So how to save? That is replied in the Bhagavad-gita: yajnarthe karma anyatra loko 'yam karma-bandhanah [Bg. 3.9]. If you do not act, or if you do not engage yourself in Krsna consciousness business, then you are becoming implicated with so many sinful activities. That is sure. Therefore one has to take to Krsna consciousness without fail. Otherwise he'll be entangled, karma-bandhanah. Even if he's doing pious activities, he's becoming entangled in karma-bandhanah, in bondage. He has to take birth. Pious activities means he has to take birth in nice family, rich family. That is also bandhana. He has to enter into the womb of the mother and live there for ten months, in compact, air-tight, compact bag. That is not very good living condition. But we forget all these things, neither we do not care for all these things. But actually fact is, knowingly or unknowingly, we are becoming implicated."

Or as he also states it very succinctly:

"Everyone is being caught up by the action and reaction of karma, but a devotee is protected from the action and reaction of karma. Karmani nirdahati kintu ca bhakti-bhajam [Bs. 5.54]. So a devotee, a Krsna conscious person, remains free always, provided he's fully engaged in Krsna conscious activities for pleasing the Supreme Personality of Godhead. "

It's these karmic whirlwinds which give none of us any stability in his material world. Like a relentless tornado on country plains, these winds can, in a split second, send our plans into pieces over things we have done way back even in lives previous.

And for those not aware of this essential law of the material universe, it is not that ignorance is bliss. Karma is fundamental. It is the engine of the endless chains of actions and reactions. It is the snake eating its own tail, the wheel of samsara.

We want off this ride, and by learning to love and please Krsna through His devotees, we get the ticket out, or we get the monkey off of our back, for lack of a better term.

Because, as Prabhupada relates, Krsna Himself takes charge of us:

"If you take to Krsna consciousness without any motive, sincerely, then your position is secured. Krsna takes charge of you. Kaunteya pratijanihi na me bhaktah pranasyati [Bg. 9.31]. His devotee will never be vanquished. Just like Arjuna. Arjuna was considering how he could kill his kinsmen, his familymen, his nephew, his brother, his grandfather, on the other side. Actually, this killing business is not very good. It is sinful. But the same thing he committed after understanding Bhagavad-gita. He agreed: karisye vacanam tava [Bg. 18.73]. "Yes, I shall fight."

Our own sincere effort, and the shelter of determination that are the devotees, are also our "safety position":

"We should be very careful that we may not create another material body. And what is that safety position? Krsna says, janma karma me divyam yo janati tattvatah [Bg. 4.9]. If you simply try to understand Krsna, how Krsna takes His birth, how He becomes the son of Devaki, son of Nanda Maharaja, how He becomes the son of Yasoda, these things, if we study, if we try to understand Krsna, if we don't accept Krsna as ordinary man -- avajanati mam mudha -- then, in this way, if we understand the science of Krsna, yei krsna-tattva-vetta sei guru haya [Cc. Madhya 8.128], if one understands the science of Krsna, he is spiritual master."
Prabhupada's points here are powerful and profound. He commands us not to shape another body to take birth in by our misguided actions, and he tells us to avoid a relapse into the material "disease" we are trying to leave behind.

"If you do not relapse the disease, then you are nice. Similarly, to keep in Krsna consciousness means you are not diseased condition, but do not allow the disease to relapse. That means do not deviate from the devotional service. Mam ca avyabhicarena bhakti-yogena yah sevate. Avyabhicarini. Don't misuse the devotional service. Then you are all right. Sa gunan samatityaitan brahma-bhuyaya kalpate [Bg. 14.26]. Then you keep yourself always in transcendental position, brahma-bhutah position. And then from brahma-bhutah position, you can elevate yourself to the para bhakti, spontaneous. Para bhakti means spontaneously, spontaneous devotional service. Automatically, you will be loving Krsna."

As well, Prabhupada implores us to try and move beyond the platform of kanistha realization, which to me, as I see this specific struggle in my own life, means to learn and love and communicate with others in our lives, developing our relationships with actual, personal devotees who are pushing and prodding us to something more, to something higher. Prabhupada says:

"We can expect after executing devotional service as a madhyama- adhikari. Then we can be promoted. But if we keep ourself simply on the lower stage of devotional service, then there is chance of falling down. Sa bhaktah prakrtah smrtah. Simply... Just like, generally, they keep in the kanistha-adhikari stage. Of course, there is no loss. In any adhikara, in any position, you are benefited because you have taken to devotional service. But our attempt should be from kanistha- adhikara to madhyama-adhikara. Madhyama-adhikara means preacher. Unless one comes to the madhyama-adhikara, he cannot preach."

To get real relief from our material distress means so many things, but we can distill to one nectarine simplicity: we have to open our heart (in our relationships with each other as devotees) to allow Krsna to take charge of our lives, and then we will have no fear and no doubt about who we are and what we must do. Prabhupada concludes:

"So we have to take to devotional service. Then we shall understand Krsna. Krsna will reveal. If you are engaged in Krsna's service constantly, tesam satata-yuktanam bhajatam priti-purvakam [Bg. 10.10]. If you have devoted, heart and soul, for service of Krsna, then Krsna is within your self. He'll give you intelligence. Buddhi-yogam dadami tam. He'll give you intelligence. He'll purify your heart. He'll purify your position. "

Sunday, December 20, 2009

A Mistaken Advancement In Civilization

Srila Prabhupada remarks:

According to the laws of nature, when one is extremely opulent one becomes degraded, and this is true both individually and collectively. The demigods are situated in the mode of goodness, but sometimes even one who is situated in such an exalted position as King
Indra, the king of all the demigods, falls down because of material opulence. We are now actually seeing this in America.

The entire American nation has tried to advance in material opulence without striving to produce ideal human beings. The result is that Americans are now regretting the wholesale criminality of American society and are wondering how America has become so lawless and unmanageable. As stated in
Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (7.5.31), na te viduḥ svārtha-gatiḿ hi viṣṇum: persons who are unenlightened do not know the aim of life, which is to return home, back to Godhead. Therefore, both individually and collectively, they try to enjoy so-called material comforts, and they become addicted to wine and women.

The men produced in such a society are less than fourth class. They are the unwanted population known as
varṇa-sańkara, and as stated in Bhagavad-gītā, an increase of varṇa-sańkara population creates a hellish society. This is the society in which Americans now find themselves.

Fortunately, however, the Hare Kṛṣṇa movement has come to America, and many fortunate young men are giving serious attention to this movement, which is creating ideal men of first-class character, men who completely refrain from meat-eating, illicit sex, intoxication and gambling. If the American people are serious about curbing the degraded criminal life of their nation, they must take to the Kṛṣṇa consciousness movement and try to create the kind of human society advised in Bhagavad-gītā (cātur-varṇyaḿ mayā sṛṣṭaḿ guṇa-karma-vibhāgaśaḥ [Bg. 4.13]).

They must divide their society into first-class men, second-class men, third-class men and fourth-class men. Since they are now creating only men who are less than fourth class, how can they avoid the dangers of a criminal society? Long, long ago, Lord Indra regretted his disrespect to his spiritual master, Bṛhaspati. Similarly, it is advised that the American people regret their mistaken advancement in civilization. They should take advice from the spiritual master, the representative of Kṛṣṇa. If they do so, they will be happy, and theirs will be an ideal nation to lead the entire world.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Reflections of Love And Character: Radhanath Swami's December 2009 Visit To New York City

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There is something about this city, New York City, that attracts the most intense energies of the known universe. What's a poor aspiring monk like myself to do? Where does one find the privacy of contemplation, the peace of silence, the inner will to push on against the currents of a culture going in the wrongest of directions?

I don't blame her...I don't blame the City. Her history and her purpose allows anyone and everyone to take advantage of her, so as even those most determined to squeeze all the possible juice out of the rinds of maya camp down and have at it, the facility is also there for the sincere spiritualist to ride these currents in a very interesting, influential way.

The story of this city is as spiritual as anything else. It's "ground zero" (pardon the term) for us humble Hare Krsnas, the sidewalks of the Lower East Side sprinkled with the eternal dust of the lotus feet of Prabhupada.

Our meditation is this: the world watches and follows what happens in the cauldrons of Manhattan, so what better arena for the sankirtana march, and what better time, places, and circumstances to reach hearts of all shapes and sizes in ways dynamic, enlivening, and engaging.

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As Radhanath Swami descended on our maturing Bhakti Center/NYC/NJ congregation for the first week of December 2009, the hopes and visions of our mission here once again take on a nature tangible and visible. For once, the energy of the city is ours to fully shape, and the sweet rush of the adventure becomes irresistible.

Speaking personally, Radhanath Swami's presence not only brings a clarity to our collective efforts here, but also to my own personal struggles as a renunciate in the least renounced of atmospheres. My internal dialogue increases in pitch (an experience I know that all of us experienced) as to where we are, what we are doing, and how we are doing it in service to Radhanath Swami as his direct disciples, his aspiring disciples, and well-wishers.

The veil of complacency lifts and lifts. I find that in Radhanath Swami's presence, even though I have never been able, fortunate, or qualified enough to have much of his direct association or even chastisement, that his glances, smiles, words, and embraces not only give me sustenance, but also poke holes ever so gently in my false ego.

After all, with such a personality, why don't want to give your best, and/or why can't you give your best? The mood and the realization of Radhanath Swami allows him to act as a transparent instrument to fulfill the desires of Srila Prabhupada, and the light and clarity which comes through shines upon the darkness and dust still present in our own hearts.

This struck me particularly on the birthday gathering of disciples and well-wishers for Radhanath Swami that we held in central New Jersey during his visit. In the exchanges of experiences, revelations, and lessons learned, I was struck by how much love Radhanath Swami's disciples have for him, and vice versa, and how for me, this love is something lacking practically and philosophically in my own heart, not only with Radhanath Swami, but everyone in my life.

I've always admired Radhanath Swami's ability (and in extension, many of his disciples) to make everyone he encounters the sole object of his attention and affection. Glorifying his various victories as our spiritual father, I realized here was a personality in which the various barriers of impersonalism do not exist.

The duties and sacrifices made by those who follow him, sacrifices we are trying to make manifest and progressive everyday here at the Bhakti Center, are simply compelled by our simple and sincere attempts to reflect back at Radhanath Swami the love and admiration he has for us, to reflect back at him the same mood of selfless service, of total surrender, that he offers to us as our loving guide and father.

How do we do this? To myself, I thought how can I get past my own personal malaise, my laziness, my fears, my insecurities, and my unsteadiness to ever be able to offer any kind of useful, sincere service?

Through his own personal examples and stories of the incredible but endearing sacrifices he made personally in his devotional adventures through the woods of New Vrindaban to the streets of Mumbai, Radhanath Swami provides a simple formula, a committment to sadhana, to the Holy Name, to real and enduring friendships between devotees, and towards the removal of any ulterior motives as the way to becoming a transparent instrument of the Lord's will.

In his various dialogues and darshans with my fellow monks here this week, one key moral of the story stood out: that in our outreach, in our communications with the young, sincere, and seeking, that we must not consider ourselves better than them.

He gives the example of the instruction Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakur gave to his adventurous and courageous disciples who traveled to Europe in the 1930's in the initial attempt to spread Lord Caitanya's Word to the Western World.

Knowing they would be facing up to peoples less cultured in many vulgar and subtle ways, he implored them to offer all respects to them and expect none for themselves, to use this humility to allow Lord Caitanya's mercy to flow freely through them with out being blocked by the force-fields of false ego.

It can be easy, for the neophyte on the bhakti path, especially in this City, to get a quick and sharp sense of superiority over all those flying and banging together on the rivers of passion and ignorance that run through the numbered streets and avenues.

But, as Radhanath Swami sweetly instructed us again and again, without a genuine feeling of humility, without a genuine desire to serve and elevate our community without discrimination and without judgment of the places they are in their lives (places I know I've been dug deep in), we will have no potency to guide and love.

Our ability to act as an instrument of Prabhupada's will, of the mission of the acaryas, will be like a muddied river if we are bereft of this humility. If those we are hoping to guide by trust, friendship, and love to devotional service do not see and sense a transparent and elevated character in us, our success in our service will be long in coming, if at all.

So, by his own personal example, Radhanath Swami showed us what impact someone can have when their character is clear, when their consciousness is simply focused on being the servant of the servant, when divine love is the driving force.

Beyond the respectful and necessary veneration we hold for him, the most potent and pleasing relationship we can have with him, and with any of our devotional guides and friends, is to learn how to be a vessel of the Lord's love, which inspires and challenges us to extend ourselves into the realm of making the impossible happen, such as spreading such spiritual gifts in such an environment as New York City.

I'll end by co-opting a wonderful statement written by my friend Yasoda-Dulal Prabhu ( hope you don't mind my using this...it just sums it up all so well and poetic):

"The sunlight lasts only about 10 hours a day, but the plants soak in its energy and nutrients to last them through the long, dark hours, till it's time for the sun to come out again....."

To my Guru Maharaja, Radhanath Swami, I speak for everyone when I say that we feel the separation of your departure, and we eagerly work to improve our service attitude and our loving relationships with each other to please you upon your return to us soon, to push us forward and push us forward Prabhupada's mission here in New York City.





Monday, December 14, 2009

The Rule of St.Benedict


From the Wikipedia page:

"The Rule of Saint Benedict (Regula Benedicti) is a book of precepts written by St. Benedict of Nursia for monks living communally under the authority of an abbot. Since about the 7th century it has also been adopted by communities of women. During the 1500 years of its existence, it has become the leading guide in Western Christianity for monastic living in community for many Catholic Orders, and in Orthodoxy (since The Great Schism), and the Anglican Church (since the time of the Reformation).

The spirit of St Benedict's Rule is summed up in the motto of the Benedictine Confederation: pax ("peace") and the traditional ora et labora ("pray and work").

Compared to other precepts, the Rule provides a moderate path between individual zeal and formulaic institutionalism; because of this middle ground it has been widely popular. Benedict's concerns were the needs of monks in a community environment: namely, to establish due order, to foster an understanding of the relational nature of human beings, and to provide a spiritual father to support and strengthen the individual's ascetic effort and the spiritual growth that is required for the fulfillment of the human vocation, theosis."

It is a simple, yet profound guide to the monastic order which has endured, through its common sense and chastity, through the centuries, and of which, in many of its parts, we also attempt to follow here at the Bhaktivedanta Ashram here in NYC.

Some excerpts:

Now, brethren, that we have asked the Lord who it is that shall dwell in His tabernacle, we have heard the conditions for dwelling there; and if we fulfil the duties of tenants, we shall be heirs of the kingdom of heaven.

Our hearts and our bodies must, therefore, be ready to do battle under the biddings of holy obedience; and let us ask the Lord that He supply by the help of His grace what is impossible to us by nature. And if, flying from the pains of hell, we desire to reach life everlasting, then, while there is yet time, and we are still in the flesh, and are able during the present life to fulfil all these things, we must make haste to do now what will profit us forever.

If we do not venture to approach men who are in power, except with humility and reverence, when we wish to ask a favor, how much must we beseech the Lord God of all things with all humility and purity of devotion? And let us be assured that it is not in many words, but in the purity of heart and tears of compunction that we are heard.